it was supposed to be an innocent study trip, but look at what happened!
sorry baby, i may need to upgrade soon. :(
- Location:home
- Mood:
restless
here's a post from the main blog. enjoy :)
*ps: i update more frequently at jam-next-door.blogspot.com !
it's the exams period again!
& as usual, i'm not even halfway finished with the syllabus. i m sooo dead. :x
anyway, there's a lil' addition to our sjab babes group:
ta-da! let's welcome Vera! :)
*oops, caught her at the wrong time. but i swear she's getting cuter with each passing day!
when i reached her place vera was in the cot sleeping, like all babies do.
and when i saw the pink elephant, i just had to place it beside her!
seperated at birth. haha
here's me trying my best at motherhood:
ok, i still look nooby
while waiting for lene, kw tried to entertain us...
well, we WERE entertained. O.O
besides the pinkie and the brain performance, we gossiped and chatted. usual girlie stuff. oh, and i cam whored quite a bit, will show u guys the pics after i upload them. hahaha.
well, lene eventually made it! and she bought something absolutely yummy, so the wait is worth it.
cheesecake!
made to near-perfection by our dearest lene! it's really yummy, and it's near-perfect because she didnt had enough time to chill it before bringing it over.
thanks babe! :)
some candid shots:
everyone's bz eating
and i had to put this one:
cos lene look so cute trying to shoo cookie. muahahahaha :x
cookie
i think she understand human language. cos cookie was always moving ard and when i asked her to stop moving so that i can take this pic, she obediently stopped and posed! :)
the 3 of us
well, the trip ended with a shot with the mummy:
shall go study now. grr. facebook is sooo distracting!!!
- Mood:
busy
pale and drained
i was really exhausted but still went to PS for a haircut and to chill. was hoping to get a good book to read at starbucks but can't find any in Times bookstore. :( so i came back home after a comforting bowl of oyster mee sua.
and that was when someone told me over the phone that i look overweight! wanted some ice-cream but totally not in the mood to eat anymore after the conversation. sighs. better watch my diet now that i'm not exercising much.
and to add to my 'top 10
i wanna get this now:
mr pang said he will buy for me. see when loh, then i can start hitting the gym again. :p
- Location:home
- Mood:
relaxed - Music:fly me to the moon - Olivia Ong
some random things:
gonna get promotion soon. not to mention a pay raise. whee!
i need more motivation to work now.
i'm gonna get out of my debt sooner than i thought.
yay! i can start lessons later this year, instead of next. :)
and of cos, that brings me to a huge problem: which course and where?
*headache* wondering if i shld go biz or life sciences. blah.
biz cheaper, but tons of project work.
life sci more exemptions, less (or maybe none) project work.
lesson learnt: no more porridge before bedtime.
bloated from head to toe the following morning :(
read an article on Cleo recently on living single life happily (somewhere along that line) and i find myself agreeing to most of the things stated there!
-make decisions based on me, myself, and ME ONLY
-do whatever i want, go wherever i please and meet whoever i wanna see
-more time spent with family and friends
-career-focused
:) i'm finally getting out of the post-LM syndrome.
and i found photos of last yr bday with sjab babes.
my hair was longer.
i was more toned (and slimmer).
i was happier.
but i earned less la. gain some, lose some :(
i like the old me better. bleh.
- Mood:
dorky
200 pounds beauty
caught it with rachel, brendon and liew-ping.
great movie with a surprise twist in the end, not a typical happi-ever-after ending. and i like it better this way :)
it's abt finding confidence thru, you guessed it, cosmetic surgery. liposuction and all the works that transformed a serverely obese girl with a fairytale playing in her mind, to a confident beauty who wakes up and see how beautiful she is without a man to complete her life.
Kim Ah-joong
she's such a babe! v 'natural beauty' and girl next door transformed to be a stunning songstress with powerful vocals.
love her version of Ave Maria!! smashing and just screams power.
and then, blockbuster of the year:
spiderman 3
almost everyone i know have seen it but luckily weming haven't, so we caught the show together.
a must-watch for every superhero-movie fan.
great movie. what else can i say?
and today, i'm sooo unwell. :(
fever, aching muscles, blah.
must be running-under-the-darn-hot-sun yesterday that made this happen.
- Mood:
sick
his infection is going down and at least, he can sit without a problem now.
was doing the usual work today when my colleague came over and told me:
'hey jamine, if you've any problem with my work, or any problem at all, just come and talk to me ya? because ultimately, we're colleagues and we'll have to work with each other for a long time.'
and i was darn surprised. i wasn't even in a bad mood! just stressed and tired and busy.
when i told him there's no problem at all, he said i look v fierce and seldom smile (to him la, i think).
do i really look pissed when i'm just... busy and stressed?
gosh, i really didn't know that. or perhaps he's thinking too much?
to be honest, compared to my other colleagues sitting ard me, i'm not that close to him, so i treated him more coldly than to other ppl. maybe that's y he thought i have a problem with him or something.
i hope he doesn't have some misconceptions about me anymore.
from then on, i TRY to talk to him regarding anything i can think of whenever i pass by him. bleh.
better safe than sorry, i dun wanna be a hostile colleague.
then, there're the idiotic nurses at my dad's ward.
i haven't seen my dad's doc before cos when i go over, it's always evening already, and the doc have obviously knocked off.
since my dad is so bo-chup abt what happened to him that caused him so much pain and inconvenience, i've decided to go to the nurses station and ask if they have any idea bout my dad's case.
and the first thing one of them said when i asked is, 'i've already told your sister. can you ask her?'
she meant my cousin, actually. she was here earlier than me, and have left.
so i told her that was my cousin, and she said 'can you call her or something? or else i have to repeat again' with much annoyance, and gave me that look.
HELLO THERE? ISN'T IT UR JOB TO EDUCATE/INFORM PATIENTS AND THEIR FAMILY ABT THEIR ILLNESS AND WHAT DID YOU DO TO THEM WHEN THEY'RE HERE, UNDER YOUR CARE?!
i was so pissed that i just gave them a straight face and they must have seen steam coming out of my head.
if they're too busy with their work to talk, i got nothing to say.
BUT they're busy CHATTING abt their private lives when i interrupted them!!!!!
bloody hell. will it KILL just to repeat once more???!!! u're paid for a reason, you know, not to just sit there and chit-chat.
*fumes. when i go back tmr, i will take note of their names and we'll see.
that's pretty much all for today, i think.
may be changing plans to go KL. for safety reasons.
- Mood:
infuriated
and poor him couldn't eat without vomiting for the past few days, and he couldn't even sit properly without pain.
sighs.
he's definately not my favourite parent, but there's a love-hate relationship.
seeing him in such a state enables me to see his softer side, though vulnerable but at least, not the MCP he usually is.
and that darn bro of mine was such a jerk.
being the apple of dad's eye, he'd rather sleep and watch cartoons, then accompany him to the hospital.
after minutes of persuading him to come with me and mom, cos dad is going to be hospitalised, he refuse to move and his eyes stay fixed to that cartoon on the screen.
the excuse? 'i still have homework undone.'
and the reply i gave: 'fark u'
and the next thing i heard before i slammed the door behind me is he crying over the phone and complaining to mom that i just screwed him.
no point been nice to someone who gets treated like a little prince at home, gets all he wants from daddy, and when daddy is ill, he doesn't even bother.
grrrr. he just makes my blood boil.
and seriously, i'm now v v worried for dad.
- Mood:
worried
it's been a busy day - 5th may.
finally finished with the final note - great ending, with a twist. but kinda expected la: bad guys will die.
then went to trinity. took e right bus but wrong direction, turned up ultra late.
thanks jess for the directions! :)
then rushed to town to meet simone cos sermon ended late.
and *surprise* saw shahid and his friend, yonghui tooo. then later, another friend joined in.
bought a dorothy perkins clutch for myself, as well as prezzies for my colleagues.
then we all chilled at starbucks before heading home.
i guess now caffeine FINALLY have effects on me. i totally can't sleep now! -_-
wierd, i can doze without trouble in the past, even after i downed more caffeine. sheez.
so now, a sleepless person is having wild (and negative) thoughts again.
and there's no one to share with, cos everyone's asleep!!! bbbaaaaaahhh.
do i really make very bad first impressions?
ok la, i admit, i don't leave a nice impression at first contact, but, i can't get all friendly with everyone on the initial meetings right? i'm shy, and when i dun interact i look so dao and fierce. bleh.
then, it doesn't help that i'm not dainty, and being not outspoken. and also not humourous enough.
after reading what i just typed, i realised that i'm indeed, not a nice person to deal with. -_-
even simone said that i make bad impressions on ppl.
fine. *sob
i know i've complained bout this millions of times, but i'm trying to improve alr.
then, y do most guys i know like girls with the pink-and-white wardrobe?
ok lah, not everything pink-and-white lah. as in, the kinda very sweet girls who totally dun swear, and very obedient kind.
then, some guy friends of mine like those office lady kind, mature and confident.
shit, at this rate, am i NEVER gonna get a bf since i'm neither here nor there?!
and i heard SDU only accepts uni grads. goshhhhh. even SDU also dun want me!
to solve the bf-less problem (not that this is considered a problem, but just that i do want to meet 'mr right' someday) i may need to transform a lil: nil for vulgarities and loud tone, and own a adidas pink jacket with white stripes.
maybe that shall do the trick. mass appeal.
by the time i'm finally attached, if the external appearances still haven't change the inner (real) me, i'll slowly show my true colours. muahahaha~ too late for him :P
actually, i quite like the pink jacket with white stripes. pn has one, from his bf.
shall ask my future bf to buy me one, too. muahahaha.
bloody hell i still can't sleep. sheesh. heeeeeelllppppppppppp -_-
*update @ 1256hrs:
reading my past entries, i realised that i DO have a pink jacket! not with white stripes though, but certain parts of it carries white.
pink jacket!
alright, there's still some hope for me afterall :P
- Mood:
melancholy
the characters are so darn cutez!!!
didn't know frogs can sing so well, too.
this show is a lil' like chicken little, u know.. the geek saves the day.
and like chicken little, the hero of this show looks a lil' like my geeky bro too. tsk.
motivating show, and at some point of time, brought some moist to my eyes as the disappointment feeling is too much to bear.
all guys love the remote
sometimes i wish he will stay like this forever cos he's kinda cute but, he need to grow up more actually.
- Mood:
rushed
played monopoly at office today with some colleagues.
damn funny la, the jokes and comments made during the game. can't imagine office in the future without jessline and rebecca. they made this place so much livelier.
jessline(above) and rebecca, acting like they're working.
what can i say? we're darn good with 苦中作乐!
very random stuff:
that's what i see in one of the F4 members now, on 娱乐百分百.
he got fans on the show even from Korea and Japan! gosh, imagine his popularity, and possibly, how rich his female fans are to be able to forgo work/studies for a couple of weeks to follow him everywhere in taiwan.
ok lah, to give him some credit, though he can't really sing but at least, his voice is passable.
but his dance moves really wowed me. maybe just a lil' behind Rain. and his abs too, woot!
the figure of envy to every guy, and every girl would dream of.
well, the world tends to be superficial.
first impressions are normally abt the looks, rarely anything else unless there's a proper introduction.
- Mood:
tired
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